(((Journal entry from March 2021))))
Today is March 17th. Is it really March? It’s an opportunity to reflect, 1 YEAR later, after the virus completed uprooted our daily lives in ways we could never have imagined. How have you adapted to living in ways that are spiritually sound, and in line with your soul’s true purpose?
One thing for me I’ve determined is I’m not cut out to live in Los Angeles anymore. What at one time felt cool, unique, full of movement, and energetic heights laced with inspiring artists is now one gigantic distraction from the simplicity I work so hard to carry through each of my days. I want to wake up and meditate in peace, journal a while, sip on my coffee, and begin each morning in a grounding, healing place. The noise level alone has driven me crazy, and my body is yearning to retreat to the newer version of where it belongs. That being said i’m full of GRATITUDE for this physical space, my beach sanctuary- in all of the ways. It’s a place I first called home in Southern California, close to the Pacific Ocean, my self-employment journey began here, fell in love, became a yoga teacher, but most of all I came home to myself!!!! For the first time in my life, I was the priority in my life. I nurtured my soul, tended to my needs and adopted the healthiest lifestyle and view of myself to date. It’s been a transformation from the inside and out!
If you really sit back and listen to your body, information and clarity surely comes in the most mysterious ways. Sure, the ocean is amazing, and I’m a California native, total beach bum at heart. But when you experience dis-ease in your core, that is your higher self requesting ascension, to a higher level, graduation to the next step in your spiritual discovery. “It’s time, Meg, let’s do this!”I never knew it would come this quick, after 4.5 years. But, the pandemic has forever changed us, and forced us all to examine the fabric of our lives in ways we never have. Is this truly for me? The more we continue with the same habits, and internal mindset or programs, the more stagnant we become. And that energy is heavy and a burden! Life is light, and full of JOY, and meant to be lived celebrating and enjoying the days. Change is needed- always, to evolve and grow. But why do we as humans resist it so much? Is it the discomfort? The ‘what if’ fears? The judgement of others?
It’s time to leap off into the new beginning ! It’s precisely the way to open up your soul to a true journey. And all of the twists and turns (even u-turns!) are meant to help us collect life lessons, each one is divinely orchestrated. I’ve never stood behind that statement more in my life. And as a woman who’s manifesting the next phase of her world, to include trusted partnership, motherhood, puppy training and a magical creative spiritual business, it is now that I surrender the most each day. Leaning in and exclaiming to the universe “I’m ready to receive!” Taking a leap of faith is so liberating, a new start, beginning, fresh time to do life, with a new lens. As long as you wake up every morning feeling connected to your purpose, the rest is gravy!
As i sit and ponder what’s next, I know the path is already unfolding in the most natural way, as I’m following my heart! And doors have opened up that I never could have dreamed of ! The right connections. Support. Conversations. Feelings. So…….where will my spacious, peaceful, adobe inspired, gorgeous tropical home arise? Right where I’m meant to be. 5 years ago, I wrote in this exact blog while traveling in Guatemala (living in SF) about a vision of a cute, beach studio in Los Angeles, by the ocean, with white walls and lots of greenery. I manifested where I’am now, in every way. And as I write today’s message, it’s significant to remember describing my next stop….it could be in Sedona, or Palm Desert, Southern California, or maybe out of the US! I’m open to receive in whatever way is truly meant for highest good.
Words are powerful. The universe listens and NEVER misses a beat. Every single thought, action, behavior, and breath we take is tied to the co-creator on this path with us, sheparding us along the road we’ve meant to be on!
I’ve accepted myself with grace, every part of me, the wild and free bohemian at heart juxtaposed with the determined creative competitive entrepreneur. We are all very complex, layers of energy, and as we wind through our world, it becomes just how clear it takes to find the most meaningful gifts along the way. Usually, these blessings show up OUT OF THE BLUE in ways you’d never guess or expect? The best part in that is clearly knowing the co-creation was orchestrated just for you. And you only.
As I mention in my weekly YouTube meditations https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWLUuzFDoDzAwClikjQQ1sA always remember that you’re unique, 1-of-a-kind, and there is no one else on the planet like you. So celebrate your natural gifts, and what sets your soul on fire every day, because life truly is short. If any year is a testament to this, it’s 2020. We aren’t in a dress rehearsal, this is it!
LIVE WITH YOUR HEART!
all of my love and blessings,
xoxox
Meg